Filtered Sunlight

if not afraid i'd suffer the fate,

repercussions, of past, i would relate

for me the time has come to change

i have a life to rearrange

for many things i thought would be

i have yet to ever see

the world is still here quickly spinning

it seems at times there is no winning

my mission here is to cease

these thoughts,

  the pain,

    and come to peace

when I say my life's the best

you may think it is -i jest

it seems i am the one to blame

because some things have stayed the same

this thing i need, i've tried before

this time i'm going through that door

my life story, will be told

to those

who wish - watch it, unfold